Unworthiness.
That's the feeling I often get when I think about God. He is incredibly forgiving and loving and puts up with me and all of my baggage. He must really get fed up with me sometimes...
Or does He? Dig into the scripture and check out how he feels about all of us sinners. It will blow you away.
I always hear Christians defending their judgementalism and seperationist lifestyles by saying, "Hey man, I just wanna be above reproach." The question is... are they?
Perhaps the judgement and pride of the pharisees is the sin that the world condemns the church for these days. If so... the church is not above reproach at all.